creation and physics

I am having a devil of a time getting myself to sit back down to this physics. I just seems uninteresting compared to reading Jung or making musical mixes----I have a great mix in the works, and it takes time for each song to find it's place.....and it possesses me like the demon as creativity is sometimes characterized. I dance around my physics book and buckle down sometimes to one more problem about mols and pressures and temperatures....and then I'm back to boogeying around while I contemplate God and my culture.....what has happened to my tribe, my people, why am I so alone??? These questions concern me far more than "What is the averate translational kinetic energy of an oxygen molecule at STP?" So let us not talk falsely now, the hour is getting late. I best get over it.