A Neurological Sign

[liveonearth]

I am having tremors in my left hand. I don't know how long it's been going on, because I never paid attention before. I thought I was just getting low blood sugar, which I do if I forget to eat. But today I thought to check my right hand, and it is steady. I have had no caffeine. I had breakfast of cottage cheese and peaches about 2 hours ago. And my right hand is steady.

I noticed it because I was getting ready to put away the beads that have been on my desk for two days now. I was thinking of making something before I put it away. I was looking at beads and holding the dish in my left hand. The hand was trembling, and as I watched the motions increased. Pretty soon it was wobbling several inches.

What part of the brain was that? The part that inhibits the reflex to stop overshoot? I think there is something wrong with that part of my brain, on the right side. The side that I usually hold a phone to. First year medical student self diagnosis disease. Should I believe myself?

It is the cerebellum that dampens reflex oscillations. When I tense up all the muscles around my arm, wrist and hand, I can almost steady the hand, but not completely. Holding up an object makes the tremor bigger. Is this the inverse myotatic reflex?

It was more than a year ago that I noticed I tend to fall to one side when I stand up from sitting. I think I may pursue this and change my life dramatically. Enough denial. Enough accepting platitudes as if they were truth. What lengths sometimes I must go to break through my own denial. What proof I need of what is right before my eyes. I feel sick.

Comments

[neptunia67.livejournal.com]

Could something like that also be caused by a pinched nerve in your back or shoulder?

[ngakmafaery.livejournal.com]

...since it is distressing to you, and could be anything from 'not much' to something worth paying more attention to, it seems like having a trusted other doctor etc. check it out would be wise: then you don't have to second-guess yourself, and can have somebody else's objective tests etc. to consider...good luck! I am big into backs and necks and pinched stuff lately, and maybe it's something like that...

[labyris.livejournal.com]

Yes, please see a doctor before you worry yourself to death. You know better than I that worrying and anxiety cause stress which can cause disease all by itself.

Scary feelings, I know, to have a sense that you are not well.

I am sending calm waves your direction.

[littleblueghost.livejournal.com]

I guess it is a case of its better to be safe than sorry, and get things checked out sooner rather than later...

That said, my sister has a constant slight tremor in one of her hands which is entirely normal for her - so it could just be something that is normal for you.

(I get tremors in both hands if I have low blood sugars, and really start to misjudge distances - was terrible when I used to work in a kitchen as I would get tiny slices on my index left finger - I would misjudge while cutting with my right hand...)

[marijkab.livejournal.com]

Here's a little hell for ya. ;)
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