Time pressure is so hard to deal with. Especially when you know you only have X hours until something is going to need your attention, and you must sleep between now and then. I hope your sleep sorts itself out soon.

Good for you for apologizing to K. That is huge. Huge!

Keeping my fingers crossed for the second try with Suzanne. I think things will work out for you two this time. You have made your needs clear, and the two of you should be able to figure out what her needs are once she's settled (but definitely NOT housewife).

Take it easy. I'm thinkin' of ya!