Hang in there. At the very least you're gathering an impressive amount of knowledge that could be very usefull to you in the future. I also am unsure of my future career path (as always), but I've begun to look forward to each new move and unknown work path- it becomes more and more a wider path with multiple choices rather than a narrow, dark and unclear way. Only time will tell, as usual.
p.s. I haven't forgotten that I am sending you something. I seem to be stuck in the triangle of no time to get to the post office. :)